Life, and Other Awkward Situations

I’m gonna be ringing in the new year bright and clear. Turn my world right around, frown upside down. Maybe discover a better me in the process, who knows?

I finally figured out why i feel alone so much. Humans are meant to connect to one another, and obviously I either can’t connect or I can’t figure out how. 

Maybe….

Maybe it’s because I don’t have the right hair

the right clothes

the right personality?

Maybe I just “haven’t found my match”

and “Need to stop looking”?

Could it be that I should let her come to me?

Maybe i’m too different.

Maybe I just don’t know.

I just don’t know….

Maybe she’s just over the next hill

or around the bend?

Will I ever find her?

Maybe…..

Maybe i should just…..

NO!

I am DONE with this land of “Maybe”!

Truth be told, no one ever found his soulmate by “just waiting”!

Actions must be taken!

You have to give a little to gain a lot

You have to go through bad times before the good is reached!

The night is darkest before the dawn,

But I won’t get anywhere by hiding from the light.

I can take whatever this world dishes out!

Be it heartbreak, pain, and suffering

Or love, happiness, and joy!

I have proven that I will not stray from my path.

I need to search before I can find You.

Oh, the ever-elusive You.

You are the one I seek,

And I hope You are searching for Me as well.

I can’t wait to see You, I’m counting down the days.

I love You. :)

In the darkness, I can see,
As the wind caresses me,
Glittering orbs of purest light 
Help me, guide my way tonight.

Thinking about my closest friends
In times of need, their hands they lend
Time flys by, it speeds away
Cutting short those endless days.

Stuck in school, breathing sighs
Unaware that time flys by
Treasure each and every moment
Because it’s over before you know it.

Now, we say our final goodbyes
And walk away with tears in eyes
Unsure if we’ll see again
Each of our most greatest friends

For now we must part our ways
And say goodbye to endless days
All we keep are memories
They whirl around like scattered leaves

Each is precious, love them all
But don’t let them make a wall
To hold you back from what’s to come
These thoughts are many, but to sum:

May the stars show you the path
Remember: Live, Love, Learn, and Laugh
Let calm moments heal your soul
And we are just parts to a greater whole.